What Do I do? im soo lost!! Help! 10 points?

It sounds like you have a lot going on in your life right now. I am also a 14 year old girl and about to enter high school as well. And quite frankly i don't think there is anything wrong with being different. I think its great that you like the Beatles, The Doors, and the Rolling Stones! And that you like to read! i think reading is a great thing you can escape from the world for a little while and just get lost in words. I think you need to find something positive in your life, and gain a little more self confidence. You need you be proud of our self! You sound like a great person who unfortunately is going through abuse and the feeling of not being loved and being bullied at school, but from my own personal experience, as weird as this sounds going through experiences like these will make you a better person, it will teach you how to treat others and make you a stronger person. You know not to physically or verbally abuse people because it hurts, your and you're going to be able to give advise to people that have been through something similar, and you will also be able to live a life you want to live and be able to excel in life! Be proud of yourself, and love who you are!